Beat Psychology

this is bad. i actually can't go to sleep after my fren told me they went ktv jus now.
felt really disappointed. so much so that i'm actually angry!?!?
why?
why am i so angry?
with who or what?

i think i'm angry at myself for not going back to school.
it's my fault that i chose not to go back to school.
but why am i so disappointed?
so much so that i'm angry!?
this is silly. this is ridiculous.

is it because of my own insecurities? what am i worried about?
sometimes i hate myself.

posted by pearlewurly @ 4/16/2005 03:08:00 am